I had a headache after wokeup

I didn't want to wakeup

Wished me just died really 

Everyday is like a shit

I had to do exercise so took medication and fixed the hurts 

And done

But I am scared that a spider gone from the cage..

I found a big one yesterday and cought it but I cannot tell it to the bitch so I just leave it

I taped the cage with the tape too

But somehow it disappear when I see after wakeup and went to pee 😨😨😨😨😨😨

Why

W

How

How the spider can gone from there?

I cannot understand..

Before it happened too

Next day the spider gone.. even I cared neatly..

How 

So scary spiders are..

I am sad that cannot deal with them alone too 

And have to need the bitch 

But it was not in my room so it was okay 

And one more thing 

My pants and my clothes not back after wash 

But cannot ask it to the bitch 

I really wonder where it go

Even if I would ask, it just would tell at me or say don't know

But really didn't back after washed

Masks too

What going on

I hate her so very much