I know what she would say when I would show this 

The time when she left me alone and walked away

What are you doing stupid 

Don't do such stupid thing 

Only that 

Will tell me stupid for sure 

I hate my life 

That have to need someone like her 

Or I cannot live normally 

It will be more sad and bad life 

She will be so cold to me 

Like ignore me 

Never answer me 

Even if I would ask, she will say something with so scary voice 

And tell me she hates me with the voice

When I went and tried to be normal

She said don't touch me in a really bad way 

I cannot express it with English at all

How she talks so bad to me 

But I think she is a poor human 

Failed parent 

They think about themselves more than the kiddos

It might be common thing in this world sadly 

I'm so sorry for the kiddos who is abused right now 

Neglected right now 

I feel very sad to think those kiddos in this world 

Because my parents are not good too

They are someone who hurt me a lot 

But someone who I cannot say that much 

Or left from them just because I hurt a lot 

Since they are my parents who taking care of me

Even if they don't want to do anymore and want me to die