I know how to deal with troublesome humans 

If I do need I will deal with them 

Mom is one of the one 

All the time 😒😠 this and this face have to me 

But I can give a smile 

For making it be normal 

Totally like kiddo 

But I know why she would be like that too 

That is why I think she is poor 

Because angry angry angry is not feel good

I feel those a lot too in my life

But if it was same creature 

And if it was someone who I need in my life

I have to change as like a Cameleon and deal with them

I don't know since when she is like that 

It seems she lived in an unfair world 

So maybe she is like that 

Difficult one 

I know what kind of person me is and what others want me to do and deal with me 

But it won't be what I want always 

Because they don't know my how to book 

But I know other humans how to book 

And what would make them happy, unhappy 

What would hurt them, not hurt 

I thought so soemtiems 

But I might don't know at all too

I just able to consider those things in my heard for each creatures 

But maybe it be in a wrong way a lot too

Even if I would give a pencil to somebody and it was because they would be glad, but that person might be get angry and attack me too

Because had a really bad memory with the pencil and it reminded the person about those time 

So we will never know first time

But able to know bit by bit if I would be with the person 

What I should say, what I shouldn't say 

But I'm so very tired of those 

So I just won't do it

If I be like that, they would feel strange too 

Because I would care about those things and I cannot tell anything in the end 

Or each time I would put something Alfa words for the main talk and make it soft and never make the sounds strong 

But those are very tire thing

And kinda fake too

I feel gross to be like that one 

If it was not the time I wanted to be

Feel so bad 

And be like that 

Inside is very 😠

But show 😊

I can do it 

But I feel so very gross in me and cannot keep do it 

But if it was really really necessary for my life I would do

But there is not anymore since I don't live in the social world 

But if I say those things I feel sorry to mom after all

Because I know why she was angry 

Maybe still too

But she will never think about my sadness 

And think 100% bad is me it seems