I felt sad about other things 

But I cannot stop feel sad to see such world and know

I did know it 

I did know it that there is such a world

But if I see it with my eye balls

I cannot say anything

I just feel too sad 

Also I think it as me

Because if mom would be like that to me 

Why she made me 

Other humans too

If they would think me is strange or how I feel is bad then don't close to me from the beginning 

After know too 

Then never close 

If they would feel me is annoying, troublesome, bad, should change 

Then never close to me 

Why they did those things to me 

I really hate humans so very much