even if mom lose me, there is other a lot
dad, brother, her parents, work place humans
but me
this was what i always hated 
but i cannot get along with anybody
humans are too troublesome 
i cannot like them 
cannot accept them
just how they are is bad to me
but if i don't think them as my person, i think they are not bad for anything
but what i want is my person
rather I need 
I need my person so very much
I don't need anybody else