I want a person who is different

I know what others would do already 

Everyone did same 

My person is different

Before I watched something on the TV 

And thought I want like that person 

I don't remember clearly

But I was surprised that there is someone like that person 

So I thought no wonder that one would opened the mind to the person 

Because that person could let the one feel the care and heart 

I liked that story 

In my head 

I want that story 

I could trust the person then 

But what others did was same 

All left me alone 

No one understands me 

No one gave real help and hands 

Only weak hands 

Which I shouldn't take 

I want a strong hand 

Me and my person hands has a glue 

So won't separate 

Me not have to be alone anymore when I take my person's hand

I want it

I don't want to feel lonely everyday alone anymore

But this want is not the thing I can fix alone 

I need my person for it

And there is not

So I have to feel it today too

Other humans are really disgusting

I cannot feel anything real from anybody anymore 

They are all liars 

And fake 

Who I should never trust

Never use my feelings to

I want to use those for only my person and be happy