i am not interested in other's romance or friendship or like that things
but only me and my person's
but i don't hate to see good familyship on documentary things
but i think if i would watch such thing now, i would select to watch about killer documentary shows
but i don't feel like to do anything
but i wonder if there is really a popular person who can like about only one person
and keep look at only one person even many would come to the person
i feel those creatures would scare the person after all
when the person be not so good to themselves
like they have a lot
and able to chooose from the fans or like that
maybe those are only scumbugs
but maybe they feel somewhat special a lot too
but maybe so scary
those fans
because there is fans who would try to kill the partner too
because the fan likes the popular one so very much
so it is dangerous to be with a popular person
i don't want to live with the scary eye balls of the person's fans
i lost the feeling that make the warabi mochi
im just waiting the time passing until i can feel sleepy enough
but i feel already
just even if i would go to sleep now
i would wakup so ealier
and i would feel the day so long
which i hate
so need to keep awake now
and later go to sleep neatly
i want the day that i can look forward
i want my arm hairs to go away all
i cannot shave some parts because have problems
but maybe i will try to shave there today
and will see what would happens
i hate my skin so very much