i want to be gooder so very much

sooooooooooon

right now

and like about myself 

even if anybody would like about me, if i like about me, i can keep having a confidence that me is good too

but maybe i already have that confidence enough

or not sure

i think me is a lower creature often in my head 

but i don't like it 

and want to think me is not that 

and others are the lower creatures

i feel me is just a piece of poo 

after all

even if i would say something

i back to the thoughts

i hate it

i feel i never can like me neatly

but only the outside

maybe inside and just me is okay to me

so that is what happening to me

because the outside is not so suits on my inside

i want my outside to be gooder 

and i can be perfect