I want papperpig to forgive me 
Ο‰・`)🐻 me is grotesque 
I want to control more me 
I want to destroy my brain so very much
Because it is the bad
I hate my thoughts of those 
Because it changes a lot
And it's not like me 
It makes me feel sick so very much 
I don't know why 
Maybe I just feel sick to myself so very much too