when i went to somewhere with mom today, i got a message from somebody
that person was a person who i was worried about a bit
since i got a message from her and heard how the life treating her and have a tough life and live this world
but she is a very strong person it seems
and could escape from the bad thing and have a good life now
she told the news to me and i was glad to know it
i didn't want her to give up on the life but it is not what i can say since me is not the one who can helps her at all
but what i could do is give some words which i thought and felt
but i was so very depressed that time and i feel i said not so good thing after all
she is very young
so i really hope she can have a good life and around her would care about her and treat her good
she seems a good person who deserves good things
and no more sad things and not feel so much bad feelings in her life
i hope her new parents would take care of her well
im glad she listened to my advice and did what she should do for escaping from the bad life
i hate polices so very much
because they will not help the humans who really needs help
polices are just arrogant and not help most of humans
but there is still good polices who does really want to help others
but so rare
and those good polices would be covered by the bad polices
because tooo much bad ones and too rare
about the doctors too
those creatures..
but maybe all
good humans are rare maybe
i cannot do anything for her
but i do really hope she can keep having a good life and able to smile in her life there
bad things won't be forever
always there is a light in somewhere
it will comes to the humans
who is deserves those things
naturally
i don't want kiddos to feel sad alone
and be abused by the parents
i do really hate those adults
who has no responsibility and treat the kiddos so bad
or take an advantage of them and do anything they want to them
i do really want to kill them
but those adults are also so very poor creature
because if they were happy creatures, they wouldn't be like that adult
they have also problems in them, that is why they would do those
but i think i would be kiddo's side more
but i don't know
it is too difficult problems in this world
because everyone has very mixed feelings
but i think no one would like to hurt others and feel good
especially the kiddos who has no bad mind to the adults
i don't like humans
but i wished if we all could be happy and not feel like that things alone
not cold world
i don't want to care about any human beings
but i know there is very very sad world in this world a lot
i don't know what i should wish anymore very well
because i also wish all just disappear from this world
and only my person is there
so i don't have to be alone anymore and i can be happy
but it never can happens
that everyone disappear from this world
there is too many human beings
and i am always covered by the human beings
so maybe my person cannot notice me very well
but i don't feel so good to hear sad stories of the humans too
so i would wish just a good world for every humans and able to feel happy
but there might be who really not deserve the happiness and just should die
it is the humans who hurts me
i cannot wish those things to like that humans
but actually i can think whatever too
so i will just think whatever
and me will be happier than the creatures
because me deserves happiness more than those creatures
someone who hurt me, they will see the hell
it is the rule of this world
no matter what, they will see it
even if i don't do anything
it will happens naturally
so it is better to not close to me so easily
humans would take this just a joke
they can laughing and be normal just now
they will see the hell who hurts me
:) so now smile
because you can not smile later
but i don't have so much deep hatred to any creatures
maybe really just few now
it is difficult to forgive in me
because messed my life a lot
and hurt which i cannot remove
but my person would cure me all i think
i am happy to think about my person
my person living in me
u・｀)🐻