I want my person 

Or at least someone who'd help me kill myself 

But I'm worried about chichiko 

(´・n・｀)

I don't want anybody to do bad things to her at least 

And make her sad 

It is the most sad thing for me more than I would have a lot of hurt by somebody 

Just think those makes me so sad now 

I feel sorry to chichiko that me is like this too