I don't want to be so cold to mom
So need to be bright more
It is always stressful that have to kill the voice a lot and also nosewater sounds
Hide from the family
I never want them to know me crying
They won't do anything though
It's just troublesome thing and want them to keep leave me alone
Because they cannot help me too
Want to live in a bright world
I don't like dark world
I like bright and good world
Not scary and sad dark world
I'm fighting in me
I could win again
I will give what I got for mom
She would be glad to have π§π
And be normal