I don't want to be so cold to mom
So need to be bright more 
It is always stressful that have to kill the voice a lot and also nosewater sounds 
Hide from the family 
I never want them to know me crying 
They won't do anything though 
It's just troublesome thing and want them to keep leave me alone 
Because they cannot help me too 
Want to live in a bright world 
I don't like dark world 
I like bright and good world 
Not scary and sad dark world 
I'm fighting in me 
I could win again 
I will give what I got for mom 
She would be glad to have πŸ§πŸ”
And be normal