It is creepy to think sad 

Before I have a kiddo 

But I rather cannot understand how other humans can have the kiddo so easily 

Also especially before they get married or make sure if the person is really the certain person who would be together with

Parents are very important for the kiddos 

But those humans wouldn't think about the kiddos

Just want, so they will have 

Like a toy they want

But kiddos are not toys 

It is same thing about pets too

I want those humans to think more and more and have those creatures only when they are sure about the things 

And have the strong mind that they will do their best for the creatures 

Because they wouldn't wanted to treat bad by the parents too 

Wanted a good care and love and no kiddos would want the parents to abandon them too 

Kiddos want to trust the parents 

They are seeing the parents more than the parents see 

I can never make my kiddo happy I know pretty well 

And me also cannot happy 

But if the kiddo would be with me forever it can be good 

But it never can be 

And t would be egoist thing

Because if I live normally, I would die earlier than the kiddo after all

So sad thing it is

Other parents think about those things 

And make the babies 

Have the animals

What the kiddos and animals should do when they leave the kiddos and animals alone 

And have nobody else who would take care of them

It is same situation with me

That is why I am sad to think these too

Because sometimes thought not wants mom to make me

But also thank to mom that I could feel a lot of happiness in my life too already

But when mom is cold or say something which would hurts me, I really have no place in this world more and I just feel so sad and lonely 

But mom wouldn't think about those so much for me

I don't want to be like mom