I had a really strange dream
Somehow I bought one piece of little candyfloss in the school or like that place it's just 30 yen 
And I put the bag and went to somewhere 
Maybe needed the 30 yen and went to get the 30 yen 
And back to th regi
And then i bought and then somehow my bag was heavy
Then there was many things in there 
And a letter too
And I opened the letter 
And it saying something like 
Only I watch porn I am sorry or like that kind of things 
But except that, I was like the person who you wanted 
But more soft way I think 
But what surprised was a lot of presents in the bag somehow 
Maybe from the one person all
Sumikkogurashi house and so on too 
I saw it
Me and mom.was not so good friends in the dream but she was waiting 
So I went to her 
And mom said something to me 
But mom was choosing a car in there 
But I was too curious who put that things in my bag 
The letter and the presents 
It was very mysterious 
I was alone in the dream
But I just had that happens 
Mom also was a bit cold in the dream
But mom just not care about me that much basically in the real world
She always playing phone games 
And won't listen to me 
I feel lonely in this house 
I have muscle pains 
(´・n・`)
Because I shaked so hard the koalano march yesterday 
I don't know who was that in the dream but at least tried to make me happy with the things I think 
So I will thank to the person 
And told me honest the things with the letter too
Maybe not exist human in the real world though
Maybe I had dream like that because I saw some videos before the sleep I feel 
It was about surprised present or give it to kiddo and they are glad 
At least in my dream I felt something 
Not too alone this time 
So I will thank to the human 
I don't mind they watch porn 
If they don't try to close to me or be my person 
It is just their freedom 
I just hate the guys who would do which I hate but still say it is not a bad thing and close to me or think they can be my person
I never want to have a feeling to those kind of humans in my life 
If they know they would hurt me, then never close to me too