I hope Sunday would ends soon 

I like Monday - Friday 

And not Saturday and Sunday 

Maybe the days which the workers would love 

I don't want them to stay in here 

I want the brother to go outside more too 

Such hikkie guy 

Only go work and be hikkie mostly 

I don't know what it doing

Maybe chatting or playing games with online friends or like that humans sometimes 

But it is rare thing too I feel

Because I don't hear the voice that much 

But when I hear, it's so noisy 

Dad is good

He will go to the gamble and not stay in here 

Such stinks balded head 

Mom is work today even Sunday 

Because it is not like that work 

My tummy crying a lot now 

Maybe hungry 

But not so much 

But maybe hungry 

I wanted to keep sleeping

I want a sleeping pill which would helps me to sleep for a month one time 

I hate Sunday 

But if I would do exercise later maybe I could be tired also it can be plus thing in the future 

I don't have to do it on Sunday and Saturday 

But if I could have gym in my house, I'm surely will go there often and try to do a lot of exercise and training 

I wanted like that thing in my house 

I can do only few training and exercise everyday in my room

But I added some menue for it recently

But not sure if it would helps my arm to be thin 

I want danbel 

Dumbell 

I don't know how to spell it

When I try to type it, it showing Daniel Daniel and me sound like wanting Daniel so much

Who is that 

If I could have muscles,it would helps me to burn the meat

But I don't have at all

Or maybe just covered by the fluffy meat sadly 

I have my ideal body of mine 

But I can never have 

It is what I hate

Because of the basic is not ideal already 

It is just a rotten meat 

Which I do really hate 

Just see myself makes me irritates and want to kill 

Why me is this 

Also when I see some good creatures who has what I don't have or like that wants to kill them too 

It is envious 

Not jealousy 

Envious 

A lot of envious 

And have to hate me 

That why I cannot have 

And they are smiling and enjoy the life because they are not fugly and have what I don't have 

But also I just think those humans just disappear and just want me and my person would and it will be okay 

Make it my fault 

Or make it to their fault 

I do both 

I think it's better to make it their fault and wish their death 

And protect myself and live now 

Ignore that I just should kill myself 

Now I felt I could meet to my person in the forest 

My person is alone in there 

Reading something boring things alone 

Such boring book

Me just like have a fresh air and see the green 

Then somebody sitting on the wood chair reading boring book

And noticed me 

And I ran 

But I would try to peek again in another day

And then I find the person again 

And run 

But I will bring chichiko something good thing for her from the forest

Or maybe she is in my ryukkusakku 

If I would go outside alone 

I want to go with her 

I wanted the world where nobody would think me is crazy 

Even if I hold chichiko and go outside 

But everyone would look at me with a bad eye balls and laugh at me in this world 

Because they are crazy and too different creatures and not let me do what I want 

I cannot do what I want

Because they are there 

I want them to disappear from this world