I am very sad to know the sad and cruel world
I can not be happy to see good creatures treated bad in this world too
Someone who deserves good, but they have to have a tough life
Feel sad, alone, lonely
I feel sad to think those creatures
Because there is so many
Too much
Nobody should feel those alone in this world
I feel sad each time
When I know something sad thing
It is not about me
But I feel it is like mine
I am tired to feel these
So not want to talk with humans that much
Because I feel sad to know about some creatures
If they were someone who shouldn't treated like that way by others
I feel sad too
I want those good creatures to have happiness and good in their life and able to smiling
Crying crying crying crying alone
is very a sad thing
I do those a lot in my life too
But I know, there is more and more and more creatures who treated so very bad and had to deal with cold creatures who would hurt their heart
It is too much
Too terrible
That cannot feel care, love, anything like that kind of feelings in their life any piece of bit
It is a very sad world for them
I think I can still think about those creatures, only because I still have mom
And mom gave me kindness and warm and those kind of feelings to me in my life
Even if it was not always
I think me is enough happy
But just too greedy always
And feel lonely so soon
I just can not have what I want yet
But it is very difficult thing to have
Because it is not what I can have even if I would wish, want
It is not the thing I can have right now
First I need someone to notice me, and get interested in me
But it is not so a lot of creatures who would get interested in like this one
Even if they would have, it is always in a strange way
Or just wants to give me a pity
but now about me is whatever
I really think many creatures deserves happiness in this world
And shouldn't feel sad alone
But me is not the creature who can help those creatures though
I am busy for my feelings
I am not someone who can care about others so much very well
But sometimes I do
When I do, I do really do
But I feel very sad
But I don't know
I don't know about me sometimes
I wanted a world where all creatures able to smiling
Nobody should be sad alone
I want to think so
Because I wished me not have to be sad alone in my life too
But I am still fighting alone
I want the humans can be happy who has a tough life and have so much bad life now and everyday have to live with pains and scary feelings
There is more and more creatures than me
When I imagine it, I really feel sad and scared too
But me is like this poor creature
I can feel somewhat calm to think about those creatures too
That is not only me
There is much better painful creatures in this world and so on
Me is such a poor creature
But I often tend to think all are happier than me
Not feel like me
Everyone enjoys their life
Everyday smiling
not crying everyday alone
everyone has somebody to talk to about the things they want
share the things to
and so on
and I feel sad
If there was not a creature who is sadder than me, maybe I already killed myself
because I would think my life is the most meaningless and me is real helpless creature in the universe
I am cruel
that think there is humans who cannot eat today enough
cannot drink enough
But me can
so this is better life or like that
i think so sometimes
i hate this thoughts
but i feel sad to know about those creatures
so mixed feelings
i hate that me is greedy
when i see those creatures
why me is like this
i think so always
when i know about those creatures
why me is so selfish
i think so
but my situation and others situations are too different
so maybe not too bad that me is like this
i think i should think so
or else me would be just a bad creature who is too egoist in this world
but i think so enough in me
me is so cruel and hypocrite and egoist, too selfish
what i want is because all me is so selfish