i always had a hope or expect something from the humans who would let me down 
i see same 
and never changed anything after all
i don't want to care who doesn't care about me
who is fine something happened to me too
but all were like that creatures 
they will worry when they want 
this makes me want to die more 
because feel those things from the humans just make me feel so very bad 
it disgusting me so very much
how the humans are