i am not talking about my person
but i like the humans who has kind heart and able to be kind to others
they have a strong heart
it feels good to see the good creatures more than someone who hurting others
it just hurting each others and feel sad i know
angry is very sad thing
nobody wants to get angry too
but it is just one of an emotion
i don't want my person to be kind to many humans
but if i could be with my person, i feel i can help others
maybe it is not so good thing
but i mean, share my happiness
and not make sad creatures
help others
but only good creatures
i think
not sure
i wished if i had a heart and courage that able to help the humans more
in the outside
i always cannot do anything very well
because i am very scared of the reactions of the others
even if i would try to be nice and did something, maybe it cannot be so good things for the person after all and would angry at me
i would think those things
even if i would want to give a tissue if see someone who needing the tissue, i have no courage to give
because i am scared of those reactions
because it is not like everyone can be happy and glad to have my those kindness
some just would feel gross or angry at me
humans are scary
not want to involved with humans
but i wanted to be strong that able to help old humans or like that human beings who needs help but cannot have from others very well
but me is too weak
but mom will do those things
when she sees, she would do those things i think
because she has the courage but she will be angry if the one didn't be nice to her or like that, so i think she shouldn't do those things from the beginning
but she still has a courage
i cannot be so strong like mom