What helping me everyday is only the time 
Because it is not forever
Even if I cry or smile it doesn't matter
The day ends 
Means the time never stops 
I can die 
I want the time pass faster and die quickly
Everyday is different
Only chichiko never changes anything with me 
But maybe she getting older too 
But what is inside of her never changes 
I feel calm with her 
I want to keep sleeping with her if I am able to sleep so long